what happened to commitment?

it's sad that relationships don't last in general. I found out that my cousin's 'soon-to-be' ex-husband is divorcing her while she's seven months pregnant with their second child. It really makes me sick how a seemingly healthy relationship can not last. I guess commitment has a shelf-life expectancy. Luckily, there are some loyal people out there and my boyfriend is one of them. He said to me when we were became serious about our feelings and our goals that he's a 'one-woman' kind of man and would never betray my trust. Out of my parents' siblings, my own parents' relationship has lasted the longest and luckily, they are still together. I don't expect my life to be perfect, just to be comfortable and I'm sure my happiness will be enough to make it last.

new year, another chance

so it is a new year. That means another chance to make things right or a chance to mend things over. We only get one of these as each year passes by so why don't take advantage of it? Now some people lack motivation to put forth the effort to our new year resolutions. That doesn't mean it's impossible to achieve, it simply means that if we really aspire to achieve the goal, then we will work even harder to do so. We will have our moments of self-doubt but it makes the journey more worth it.

when did we all grow distant?

it has become apparent to me for some time that I am not as close to my relatives and childhood friends as we once were. It's something out of our control, we grow apart to live our seperate lives. I wish I remained somewhat of a open communication with them but oh well. Now that we are on break from classes from college. I wonder what will happen since I lack social interaction with the few friends that I was able to hold on to. I'm not saying I'm a complete loner. My mom has that concern for me and it bothers me when she brings upon the subject. I made the conclusion that I would rather talk to them versus hanging out but nothing can make up for social interaction. If I am able to hang out with a few friends during the break I'll be fine. I already hang out with a friend once a week during classes.

freedom of 'no' religion?

lately I've heard a lot of lawsuits and issues that come up about the freedom of religion and how the atheists are getting their way about dominating the race. My mom's views are simple: "If you are an atheist and you value nothing in religious symbols or artifacts then why should it bother you so much?" Someone complained to a Costco employee that they didn't want to hear Christmas music. And now I watched a news story about the atheist organization in my state making a protest and not participate in the silence of prayer. Good then, if you don't believe in a God then the more power to yourself but you don't have to make a big deal about it. This country was found on basic rights and the freedom of religion is one of them.

studying for important exams

so this is about the time where college students like myself are preparing and studying really hard for their final exams and say a good bye to the end of yet another semester right? As a student at a community college, I have yet to take a really difficult college class (well I took one, last spring but I managed) And this semester it hasn't been all that bad as far as content goes. My math class is a refresher course of what I learned in Algebra I (which was my highest high school math course I got to) and I remember all of the topics and know how to do most of the problems. One I don't really have a final in, just a presentation. My English class, I just had to hand in a portfolio (no pressure there) and my Health, Safety and Nutrition course is common sense when it comes to preparing healthy meals for children. Atleast I am not pressured to do well at some university like the Ivy League universities or state colleges.