kinda random but...

this is sort of random but hey, I'm a random kind of girl. Everyone knows that some words aren't real words, they're just made up. Some words from other languages are adapted into our own because we don't have a translation for them. Anyways, I thought the word "schlack" was hilarious. In fact there is a word but it's spelt "schellack" and another word that is in fact a real one but I crack up everytime I hear it is "hemoglobin." There are others I'm sure but those are the two that come to mind right now.

it takes a tramautic event to appreciate what we do have

doesn't matter what natural disaster that happens, a earthquake, tsnuami, tornado, flood, blizzard etc. Why must it take a tramautic event to make us realize what little we do have and appreicate the good of it?

every foiled attempt of being a rebel

it doesn't matter what I do, every time I try to be a rebel something always interferes and thus I don't go through with my plan of becoming someone I'm really not. Not that would be my true intention. Something will always find it's way into showing me the worst possible consequence of that action I am thinking of committing. I'm not talking murder or any grave sin like that. Just the simple 'trying to become more independent' form of action. It always goes back to the thought of 'I'm just better off with how the way things are now.'

arguments and resolving issues

so my parents recently were in a huge fight nothing new I know. Something I came to realize that haopens when you live with a person for a long time. My parents have been married for twenty-five years and I know they wouldn't split or get a divorce over a small fight. Last night however was one of the worst fights I've seen them engaged in since I was about four years old. I was more concerned for my sister because no child should have to witness their caregivers arguing that badly. Long story short my parents resolved their differences the next day and all is good between them. Life is back to normal in my household. I just want to keep the paths of communication open when I live with my significant other someday, I don't want to worry that we'll have a major blow out and he'll disappear for a couple days leaving me worrying myself sick. We've already talked about this issue a few times but you never know how things will play out until it occurs.