nightmares and daydreams

(if anyone can guess where this title came from, you are awesome)

so this post is inspired from another friend who had a similar topic. Everyone has dreams and they can be as real or imaginary as what your mind can come up with.

there was one dream where I remembered very well, it must have been vivid in my mind's eye. Although it wasn't realistic or atleast it couldn't have been. It was a scary one at that. I was only a little girl in this dream. I was convinced by a group of people to get this one woman to bring her down stairs into a basement. Little did I know (before it was too late) their real intention; that was to end her life. The next thing I remember was that I was standing, peeking over the staircase and there was this flash of green light and the woman's voice screaming out and I felt extremely guilty like I knew this plan the whole time but it only dawned at me then.

there are other dreams that protray what had already happened. This dream was when I was seven years old and I had spent the next few days over my paternal grandparents while my parents were at the hospital having my sister. I guess I didn't get the message that I was supposed to ride the bus home instead I thought that someone like my either of my grandparents or my mother was supposed to pick me up. Instead I spent a hour and half patiently waiting. I ended up getting upset when I realized it was getting too late. That night I had a nightmare thinking that my family forgot about me. I remember opening my eyes kicking my legs and then shutting my eyes again. That morning I realized that I accidently kicked my grandma while she slept next to me ): because I was too scared to spend the night up in the attic by myself so I begged her to keep me company.

I went through a phase where after I watched a episode of 'Ghost Hunters', other YouTube video of a 'suspected ghost' or a paranormal show, and after closing my eyes in a dark room I would see that image in my mind's eye. The other times when that happened was when I saw a scary movie like  2011's 'Insidious' and I was afraid I'd get nightmares after seeing what they called and protrayed the 'lipstick demon' and it reminds me of whatever I think the devil actually looks like. ooh frightening!

and there are also the pleasant moments you experience you don't want to end or afraid you'll wake up and it'll be over and I think we all know what that feels like.